starlight & stanzas

starlight & stanzas

i have a problem with existing

not increasing rent

not gas prices

but having to get up each day and make decisions with a constantly moving finish line

this life doesn’t feel like home

i’m on a trip i didn’t plan and i dont know when i can leave

no medication can make me numb to the fact that my purpose feels far away

my companion on this earth has left and i’m stuck trying to pass the time

i’m not sad for no reason

my depression was not inherited

i just dont belong